Isn’t it obvious i say the stuff i say because I’m jelous of you..damn I’m suprised I actually said that.

I know I’m a shitty friend. I fucking know. I’m a terrible person all around
Don’t be friends with me bc ill just fuck your life up.fuck. I’m so sorry.

When you hug me from behind I know you can feel my stomach rolls..and I hate it so much.

All the pain and the truth i wear like a battle wound

Out of the 3 of us..its obvious I’m the one left out..

But I know I’m nothing special anyway.

I refuse to be in a relationship based around sex. Then I feel like you only are dating me to have sex with a human.

Good to know all you think about in this relationship is when and where we are gonna have sex..

I was brought into this world by two people that always told me “they are just words” “don’t let words get to you” “you shouldnt care what people say about you let them say whatever they want”..but then they don’t let me do shit bc they say they don’t want to get judged for having a daughter who is a bad kid.